michael jackson?

WHAT? i wanted to see him live before he/i died :(

damn

rip dude.

once upon a time in china.

so yo, i'm coming to you from a proxy server because the chinese government has blocked blogspot, this proxy server doesnt seem to support alot of scripts so i can't add any photos and i can't click on the html mode either, but most of y'all who read this have facebook so you can see them anyway.

anyway, so i've met a few ppl and done a few things since i've gotten to shanghai.
i moved into my bachelor pad last night and i gotta say its been mildly boring haha, was going to go and explore the neighbourhood this afternoon but it rained like a biatch.

stories:

tress, strip and beach.

so i met three girls in jingshan (an outter suburb south of shanghai cbd).
they all have chinese names but i gave them some english nicknames to refer to them in my stories.

beach:

i met a dude named alko 3 years ago when i came back after year 12, he owned a hiphop store and i walked in whilst he was watching you got served and i asked him about dancing and stuff and we trained. we stayed in contact after that.

when i got back this time round, alko invited me to go out and have a cruise in his car and we bumped into a few girls, one of them was beach. later that night we went to the club and he invited beach and some of her girlfriends.

now this is probably the most uninteresting story, because the only reason her name is beach is coz she called me up to go beach yesterday but i had to move houses.

strip:

2nd time we went to the bar, strip had ALOT to drink. she was going nuts shaking her head like she was some wild horse. alko was pretty high up there and did a bit of a dance with her. i saw him dancing with her, turned around and looked at the crowd and then by the time i turned back around, alko was sitting on the couch, his shirt was off and was in strip's hands being swung around. he had this look of amazement whilst she was on his lap doing the crazy dance, her name is strip because she stripped him.

tress:

also one of beach's girlfriends. her name if pronounced with a different tone, means "mrs" BUT said in a particular context it means mistress. calling someone a mistress is degrading along the lines of calling a girl a whore in english. i purposely mispronounce her name to call her mistress = tress.

but there is justification to cal her a variation of teacher or something, coz she put on some thick frames at the club, and told me i can pretend shes my teacher.

i almost died.

girls

oh yes i did.

angels

now im not religious

but maybe heaven and hell are the same place with the same thing, but the characteristics of a good person will allow them to enjoy it and be content with it whilst the characteristics of a bad person will hate it and to them it may be like torture.

so if you're not a naturally good person, don't even bother faking it. we're all going to the same place.

good people will be good regardless of the existence of a heaven.

think about it.

boredom + photoshop

big test

world's a mess, life's a mess, but maybe its just one big test
i must confess, sometimes i feel different, like a division in my mind
a fine line, opposite opinions on each side, holding out which ever one is right at the time. doublethink, probably need to see a shrink.

carried away

its funny how we can get carried away doing anything. even carried away trying not to get carried away.

eg. some dudes in relationships get carried away with proving love for their lady and they end up being perceived as whipped whilst other guys get carried away demonstrating theyre not whipped and end up being cold and shit and lose their girl.

its especially hard once you realise this because you have no idea what to do.

for me personally, to be honest, i've never been one to make much plans in life for the long run. up until now, i'm a lot better at going with the flow and then hopefully something good comes out of that and then i can say i planned it all along.

so now i've got plans for the next few years of my life and perhaps even the rest of my life.

now i fear that i will get too carried away trying to make unrealistic plans happen but then im also afraid i'll get too carried away not bothering to put effort into said plan and it will fail when it could have succeeded.

going with the flow and doing what i feel like at the time hasn't worked out very well this year.