carried away

its funny how we can get carried away doing anything. even carried away trying not to get carried away.

eg. some dudes in relationships get carried away with proving love for their lady and they end up being perceived as whipped whilst other guys get carried away demonstrating theyre not whipped and end up being cold and shit and lose their girl.

its especially hard once you realise this because you have no idea what to do.

for me personally, to be honest, i've never been one to make much plans in life for the long run. up until now, i'm a lot better at going with the flow and then hopefully something good comes out of that and then i can say i planned it all along.

so now i've got plans for the next few years of my life and perhaps even the rest of my life.

now i fear that i will get too carried away trying to make unrealistic plans happen but then im also afraid i'll get too carried away not bothering to put effort into said plan and it will fail when it could have succeeded.

going with the flow and doing what i feel like at the time hasn't worked out very well this year.